February 2011
12 posts
TEN
1.) I can no longer trust people just coming into my life and am even more cautious of the people I have ‘let in’. And also I think I am going to stop going to therapy since the last time I was there I just found myself not feeling comfortable enough to tell her the truth about half the stuff we discussed.
NINE
1.) (:
2.) :3
EIGHT
1.) Being able to communicate through a persons eyes alone.
2.) Unique/ artsy people who dgaf.
3.) To belong.
SEVEN
1.) “How do you live without meat and cheese and stuff? Derpdedurrrrrhnggg “
2.) People who pry for information just to talk shit.
3.) People who talk about me in that filthy little piece of shit excuse for a town.
4.) People who judge harshly without knowing your circumstance.
SIX
1.) bf
2.) sister
3.) mom
4.) Annabelle
5.) Moko
FIVE
1.) Given my parents such a hard time.
2.) Pushed all my friends away at one point or another.
3.) Let myself take birth control.
4.) Agreed to share a house with two people I’m distant from.
5.) Made myself such an outcast in HS.
6.) Let myself get stupid drunk.
FOUR
1.) How did I get so lucky?
2.) I wish Grandma June could see me now.
3.) Money stuff.
4.) When will I have any free time?
5.) I am glad I sometimes just do stuff without being well planned out.
6.) I need a shower/ bath.
7.) My hair.
THREE
1.) Make me laugh.
2.) Let your guard down.
3.) Be honest.
4.) Be adventurous.
5.) Stay up late.
6.) Don’t let me go to sleep upset.
7.) Make me feel comfortable.
8.) Respect/ appreciate me/ others/ things.
TWO
1.) I hate spiders.
2.) I am extremely sensitive to the touch. (Ticklish, flinchy, awkward, all of it.)
3.) I am alright with myself right now. Ignore any depressing shit on my blog.
4.) I get along with almost everyone, though I don’t like many people at all.
5.) Purple & green. Green & purple.
6.) Going to start making clothing again.
7.) I have had every natural hair...
ONE
1.) Hopefully one day you will be capable of thinking for yourself and you won’t rely on me.
2.) If you change your hair colour to the same as mine one more time, I swear.
3.) We stopped talking on horrible terms and I’m sorry for being a bitch to you since you were just trying to help. I didn’t mean to screw you over.
4.) I was soooo pissed off at you, and now I’m...
One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now. Two: Nine things about yourself. Three: Eight ways to win your heart. Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot. Five: Six things you wish you’d never done. Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever) Seven: Four turn offs. Eight: Three turn ons. Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now. Ten: One...
January 2011
1 post
November 2010
3 posts
The F word.
Yesterday I ate. I made steamed carrots with Italian seasoning, Siracha sauce, and Lemon Zinger tea. I decided to do something good for myself. I ate again today. I sliced some celery sticks up. Drank some coffee. Feeling alright. Would have been better if I saw Christian. I am pretty sure I bombed my anthropolgy test since my luck only stretches so far. So I have $1879.54 as of today. My gas tank...
http://www.healthchecksystems.com/bodyfat.htm
Body Fat. It says I am in the ‘Fitness’ range. Which puts me smack dab in the middle of the spectrum. At least I am below Acceptable!
CW 138.0
BMI 23.0
BF 24.5%
October 2010
20 posts
8 glasses of water a day.
Rep = 25
2 R sit ups
1 R thighs
2 R arms
1 R hips
2 R crunches
REPEAT. Feeling good (:
I want to be able to trace every single one of my bones. Is that too much to ask for?
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because i want to look cute with a belly ring.
because i want to look good in that little black dress.
because i want a cute butt.
because i want to sit down and have my stomach still be flat.
because i don’t want to have a muffin top.
…
$1,869.05
Current balance :D
I want to feel
like doing things. I am terribly unmotivated and I just want to hide under my comforter all day long. And I really don’t want to feel like doing this whatsoever.
TEN ARE YOU’S 1. Are you single - No 2. Are you happy - No 3. Are you bored – No 4. Are you naked - No 5. Are you a blonde - No 6. Are you moody – No 7. Are you a lover/hater - Lover 8. Are you hot/cold - Cold 9. Are you Irish - A little bit 10. Are you Asian - No TEN FACTS 1. Name – Allison 2. Middle name - Leigh 3. Any birth marks - Yes 4. Hair color – Black 5. Natural hair color - Brown 6. Eye...
$1,857.75
Fuck yeah. Only $1,142.25 away from my goal. I really wish my car insurance rates magically continue to stay the same.
All of these are familiar.
1. WATER…I can’t say it enough…WaterWaterWaterWater Water…Any questions?
2. Three words: Crest White Strips. Here’s the deal. You’re supposed to wear these on your upper and lower teeth for 30 minutes each, 2x a day. And you definitely cannot eat while you’ve got these babies on. You can have up to 2 hours a day of literally not being able to eat! If you put them on about 15 minutes before...
I don’t feel comfortable driving right now seeing as though I am high on caffeine. Oh well, got to go to class. Today has been better than most. Planned work out. Blah.
$1,598.30
Current balance total.